Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Simplicity is happiness?

Alot ppl ard succeeded in achieving their goals, at the same time, alot ppl ard me oso fail 2 achieve their goal. wat realli constitutes of success in life? is it reachin a goal? is it being able to achieve financial freedom? or is it bein able to be with your loved ones? hmm i seriousli dunno. but to me, im ambitious at the start, but it seem i mite have finally lost tat fire in me after so many defeats.

now, i realli tinkin of way 2 reignite tat fire in me, e confident yet siao-on louis. now im more like a shadow of e past. seriousli, from wat i believe, success is oni measurable by individual basis. whether he/she achieve success, its ultimately on wat kinda n level of goals he/she set.

for those who r successful in life, congrats n i believe u deserve for wat u hav today. as for those who hav yet 2 achieve wat they desire, keep on jiayou, u wil make it de, even if u dun or mayb u wanna change ur goal setting, 追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了.

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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

hi im back!

well its been a boring month 4 me, at least got a fren ask why e blog suddenly become deserted n abit boring, well i do admit its abit boring tis month, nothin much actualli happen, nothin bad, nothin good.

dunno y, my life became too quiet suddenly. no new things or ppl come in, no ppl or things go out of my life. its more like my life became deserted rather than the blog. ok la, heres a summary of wat e little things tat happen tis month. been busy findin job n goin 4 math foundation program at nus. hopefully can pass the math admission paper. den gotta pass the insurance module 9, which is a paper u need to pass if u wanna become a insurance agent. it did come across my mind 2 b a insurance agent, but well my ideal job of course is stil 2 b in the petrolchem field which is related 2 wat i gonna study in e future.

hmm gotta admit its been a quite bad year for me, maybe as bad as 5 years ago. where am i realli headin to in this life, and who wil i find in e end. ppl left, ppl come, but i am stil who i am, or am i stil e same louis. to alot ppl, i hav change, 2 myself, im stil e same old louis inside, but i cant act as i wan with so many obstacles. well tis yr gonna end soon, mayb in e new yr, things wil change 4 e better. hopefully only ba.

suddenly i feel im oni gd at hearin out others' woes. once a fren say im a gd listener, but e problem is i share with so many ppls their woes, but wat bout mine. i hav nv been able 2 fully express myself in front of others, e oni person who manage 2 open me up e most is prob not ard in my life le. y am i created tis way, y am i always findin it hard 2 get e msg n tots thru. i can oni shield myself from others with all e jokes and theory i have, which most of the time dun comprise the true me. sure it does feel gd 2 make others happy. i nv lie bout the fact tat i actualli feel realli satisfied n content when someone laugh bcos of me n wat i said. sometimes i realli feel like a clown, tis whole life is a joke 2 others. it brings happiness n laughter 2 every1, mayb except the 1 person who make them. wat am i actualli make of?? 2 me, true feelin r nv to be convey, true weakness r nv 2 b revealed, true secret r nv 2 b told. fallin for the wrong person is no coincidence 2 me. nv been able 2 b myself in front of the rite person is no stranger 2 me, and i do admit tat.

mayb i too long nv blog le, tts y suddenly alot 2 say, i dunno when i wil blog again, hopefulli soon, if u could understand me by a single bit more, i wil b more than glad le, cos i cant help myself in expressing.