the biggest gamble of my life?!

okok, first of all, im finally reborn back to civilian life le!!! ORD lor!!! but here comes the headache, which is finding a full time job that can cater to my part time tertiary studies ba. sibei sianz n low. but well, theres always ups and downs in life i guess. I personally feel that 2008 is one of the lowest years in my life, alot of things happen, most of all are bad i guess. well after struggling with the decision for almost half a year, i finally came up with the decision(or shud i say gamble in some ppl view), i defferred my studies in mdis and choose to enrolled in NUS part time chemical engineering. Its true, i got the result le, i couldnt get in the jan intake cos i din go 4 the foundation prog and flunk my admission test i tink. haiz..

But i will still try 4 the aug batch. another big problem now im sure u guys noe le. Im still looking for job now, although its merely a week since i ord, but with the economic so bad, i tink i cant afford to wait for the rabbit/hare to hit the tree(shuo zu dai tu)... got a few offer though, so im actualli considering the factors like pay, location n most imptly can it accomodate my studies in the future. haiz tink i gotta find a job real soon, if not i mite need to practically and physically eat grass very soon lol.

haiz, i noe im kinda stupid to do it, but i just wanted to talk to you ba. tink i gotta control myself better, maybe i shudnt initiate, but how can i let you know my true feeling...

Signing off,

L

说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢


你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

Damn nice song by jay!!

给我一首歌的时间

雨停下的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这世界上
我晒干了承诺灰的更冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过

在一起吵分开了错
是不是说没有做完的梦最错
雨落的好我能承受
在最后的出口再爱过了才用

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的回忆里不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑的心依然勇气当作鄙夷

被淋湿的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺灰的会很冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过

在一起吵分开了吵
是不是说没有做完的梦最错
雨落的好我能承受
在最后的出口再爱过了才有用

你说我不该不该
不该在这个时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有阴天的回忆

你说我不该不该
不该在这个时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
你说我不该不该在这时候才说爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
我只有阴天的回忆

A hard day nite

Wow finally reach home from a tiring bt fun day. wel actualli oso nothin much. but i do realise most of us(i mean frens ard me) hav sort of grown mature n somehow found each own way of earning in our own desired line of job ba. today receive 2 name cards in fact, one property e other one insurance. haha tink e name cards in my wallet is extendin my lobang list.

wel in e mornin rush 2 lavender ICA to collect my passport, only 2 realise i din bring my passport, lucky theres ard 400+ ppl b4 its my turn 2 collect my new passport. so i took a cab n chiong back home 2 get e existing passport(damn idiot la me), den rush back 2 lavender at ard 1pm. 2 my astonishment, theres still 200 ppl 2 go, n im suppose 2 meet vic, zx n jy 4 badminton at toa pa yoh. shit, lucky e queue no. jump very fast, so after e collection, i took cab yet again 2 rush down 2 TPY 2 meet e 3 of them. lol e badminton session was tired yet fun(lol 2 tink i injured my right wrist ytd n im here playin badminton). its been ages since i last play badminton(once my passion) le, so it does feel abit xiong running ard e court.

after tat, i realise im late yet again, so i took cab 4 e THIRD time of e day 2 vivocity 2 meet a few old camp mates to attend wq birthday at sentosa costa sand, wel e food was gd(esp e cake, damn chocolaty) n at ten plus, we decided its time 2 go home le. haha

so now here i am, after a taxin day, bloggin wif tired eye. anyway do check out my wholesale site, www.tong2tong.blogspot.com, for cheap xbox, ps2,pc and psp games.

signing out,
L

2 different world?

Maybe the word affection have always been there or maybe not. are we two world too far apart?

Is it only me who have been carrying the affection you all tis while?

is it just my wishful thinking?

Maybe it all shud not have started? Mayb theres no link between us?

Theres so many qns i been askin myself. Maybe u din even noe i realli existed or maybe my existence is of no importance 2 ya. Ultimately i do wish u r happy at your world. I b living my world my way too. the day our world collide will be the day u know who i am.

爱转角

我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
在下一个路口幸福哭着说
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美