Simplicity is happiness?

Alot ppl ard succeeded in achieving their goals, at the same time, alot ppl ard me oso fail 2 achieve their goal. wat realli constitutes of success in life? is it reachin a goal? is it being able to achieve financial freedom? or is it bein able to be with your loved ones? hmm i seriousli dunno. but to me, im ambitious at the start, but it seem i mite have finally lost tat fire in me after so many defeats.

now, i realli tinkin of way 2 reignite tat fire in me, e confident yet siao-on louis. now im more like a shadow of e past. seriousli, from wat i believe, success is oni measurable by individual basis. whether he/she achieve success, its ultimately on wat kinda n level of goals he/she set.

for those who r successful in life, congrats n i believe u deserve for wat u hav today. as for those who hav yet 2 achieve wat they desire, keep on jiayou, u wil make it de, even if u dun or mayb u wanna change ur goal setting, 追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了.

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐这才叫做意义

hi im back!

well its been a boring month 4 me, at least got a fren ask why e blog suddenly become deserted n abit boring, well i do admit its abit boring tis month, nothin much actualli happen, nothin bad, nothin good.

dunno y, my life became too quiet suddenly. no new things or ppl come in, no ppl or things go out of my life. its more like my life became deserted rather than the blog. ok la, heres a summary of wat e little things tat happen tis month. been busy findin job n goin 4 math foundation program at nus. hopefully can pass the math admission paper. den gotta pass the insurance module 9, which is a paper u need to pass if u wanna become a insurance agent. it did come across my mind 2 b a insurance agent, but well my ideal job of course is stil 2 b in the petrolchem field which is related 2 wat i gonna study in e future.

hmm gotta admit its been a quite bad year for me, maybe as bad as 5 years ago. where am i realli headin to in this life, and who wil i find in e end. ppl left, ppl come, but i am stil who i am, or am i stil e same louis. to alot ppl, i hav change, 2 myself, im stil e same old louis inside, but i cant act as i wan with so many obstacles. well tis yr gonna end soon, mayb in e new yr, things wil change 4 e better. hopefully only ba.

suddenly i feel im oni gd at hearin out others' woes. once a fren say im a gd listener, but e problem is i share with so many ppls their woes, but wat bout mine. i hav nv been able 2 fully express myself in front of others, e oni person who manage 2 open me up e most is prob not ard in my life le. y am i created tis way, y am i always findin it hard 2 get e msg n tots thru. i can oni shield myself from others with all e jokes and theory i have, which most of the time dun comprise the true me. sure it does feel gd 2 make others happy. i nv lie bout the fact tat i actualli feel realli satisfied n content when someone laugh bcos of me n wat i said. sometimes i realli feel like a clown, tis whole life is a joke 2 others. it brings happiness n laughter 2 every1, mayb except the 1 person who make them. wat am i actualli make of?? 2 me, true feelin r nv to be convey, true weakness r nv 2 b revealed, true secret r nv 2 b told. fallin for the wrong person is no coincidence 2 me. nv been able 2 b myself in front of the rite person is no stranger 2 me, and i do admit tat.

mayb i too long nv blog le, tts y suddenly alot 2 say, i dunno when i wil blog again, hopefulli soon, if u could understand me by a single bit more, i wil b more than glad le, cos i cant help myself in expressing.

冲动

很感激这城市拥挤的交通
让你我还能多相处几分钟
人潮中怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松不放松
忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂
我的心是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我想你的时间不够用
为什么平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我你改变我
你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

对的人??

Once, my best friend ever told me, what i need is someone who will laugh at my jokes, not someone who will only know how to make me smile but dun appreciate what i do and say, i wonder how true is tat.

Signing off,
L

the biggest gamble of my life?!

okok, first of all, im finally reborn back to civilian life le!!! ORD lor!!! but here comes the headache, which is finding a full time job that can cater to my part time tertiary studies ba. sibei sianz n low. but well, theres always ups and downs in life i guess. I personally feel that 2008 is one of the lowest years in my life, alot of things happen, most of all are bad i guess. well after struggling with the decision for almost half a year, i finally came up with the decision(or shud i say gamble in some ppl view), i defferred my studies in mdis and choose to enrolled in NUS part time chemical engineering. Its true, i got the result le, i couldnt get in the jan intake cos i din go 4 the foundation prog and flunk my admission test i tink. haiz..

But i will still try 4 the aug batch. another big problem now im sure u guys noe le. Im still looking for job now, although its merely a week since i ord, but with the economic so bad, i tink i cant afford to wait for the rabbit/hare to hit the tree(shuo zu dai tu)... got a few offer though, so im actualli considering the factors like pay, location n most imptly can it accomodate my studies in the future. haiz tink i gotta find a job real soon, if not i mite need to practically and physically eat grass very soon lol.

haiz, i noe im kinda stupid to do it, but i just wanted to talk to you ba. tink i gotta control myself better, maybe i shudnt initiate, but how can i let you know my true feeling...

Signing off,

L

说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢


你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

Damn nice song by jay!!

给我一首歌的时间

雨停下的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这世界上
我晒干了承诺灰的更冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过

在一起吵分开了错
是不是说没有做完的梦最错
雨落的好我能承受
在最后的出口再爱过了才用

能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的回忆里不用太多失眠
如果你想忘记我也能适应

能不能给我一首歌的时间
把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让他留在雨天
如果你怀疑的心依然勇气当作鄙夷

被淋湿的天空灰的更加老旧
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺灰的会很冲动
就算这次做错也只是怕错过

在一起吵分开了吵
是不是说没有做完的梦最错
雨落的好我能承受
在最后的出口再爱过了才有用

你说我不该不该
不该在这个时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
我只有阴天的回忆

你说我不该不该
不该在这个时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃
你说我不该不该在这时候才说爱你
要怎么证明我没有说过的力气
我只有阴天的回忆

A hard day nite

Wow finally reach home from a tiring bt fun day. wel actualli oso nothin much. but i do realise most of us(i mean frens ard me) hav sort of grown mature n somehow found each own way of earning in our own desired line of job ba. today receive 2 name cards in fact, one property e other one insurance. haha tink e name cards in my wallet is extendin my lobang list.

wel in e mornin rush 2 lavender ICA to collect my passport, only 2 realise i din bring my passport, lucky theres ard 400+ ppl b4 its my turn 2 collect my new passport. so i took a cab n chiong back home 2 get e existing passport(damn idiot la me), den rush back 2 lavender at ard 1pm. 2 my astonishment, theres still 200 ppl 2 go, n im suppose 2 meet vic, zx n jy 4 badminton at toa pa yoh. shit, lucky e queue no. jump very fast, so after e collection, i took cab yet again 2 rush down 2 TPY 2 meet e 3 of them. lol e badminton session was tired yet fun(lol 2 tink i injured my right wrist ytd n im here playin badminton). its been ages since i last play badminton(once my passion) le, so it does feel abit xiong running ard e court.

after tat, i realise im late yet again, so i took cab 4 e THIRD time of e day 2 vivocity 2 meet a few old camp mates to attend wq birthday at sentosa costa sand, wel e food was gd(esp e cake, damn chocolaty) n at ten plus, we decided its time 2 go home le. haha

so now here i am, after a taxin day, bloggin wif tired eye. anyway do check out my wholesale site, www.tong2tong.blogspot.com, for cheap xbox, ps2,pc and psp games.

signing out,
L

2 different world?

Maybe the word affection have always been there or maybe not. are we two world too far apart?

Is it only me who have been carrying the affection you all tis while?

is it just my wishful thinking?

Maybe it all shud not have started? Mayb theres no link between us?

Theres so many qns i been askin myself. Maybe u din even noe i realli existed or maybe my existence is of no importance 2 ya. Ultimately i do wish u r happy at your world. I b living my world my way too. the day our world collide will be the day u know who i am.

爱转角

我伪装着
不露痕迹的想在你身边
静静的陪着看着天边
骑着单车
往前行进着
某个路口爱在等着
你往前走
不回头看了记忆的笑脸
缓缓的敲着我的琴键
我不舍得
让你孤单单的
我爱你的心牵挂着
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
在下一个路口幸福哭着说
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果
假设有个以后你会怎么说
一直想跟你说幸福不再溜走
下个路口你会看见爱
有美丽笑容
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美
爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
将寂寞孤单作废让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美

72 hrs awake?! (part 2)

okok, i shall make this short, actualli oso nothin much. ytd evening i went to my sec sch class bbq gathering, 4E6 bbq gathering. so glad tat there r so many of us present. n its realli been ages since i last c tis guys le, n i realise every1 hav change so much, n now all of us hav become young adults le.

well after 2 long full yrs refrain from any clubbing. i finally agree 2 go club on e many request of my buddy, wb haha. after e bbq, wb n me rush down to Double O 2 meet up wif jj, well it does feel abit weird at first when i first enter, juz not so familiar anymore. met ZQ at e club oso, n from e news im gettin, hes realli a clubbin king now haha.

well after tat, went 2 eat bak ku teh wif jj n oso met a old camp mate,samuel lol. finally i took NR1 back home on a half dead brain. n finally, on sun 4.59am, i got my realli wel sought after slp.

ZzZz

L

72 hrs awake?!

wel i gotta say tis weekend i realli push myself 2 my limit or sort of. as u guys noe, i din slp much while revisin 4 my friday physiology paper. haha after tat u would hav tot i would go back home n hav a well deserved slp. nope, i did not. instead i went to have ikea meatball lunch with lynn and meli b4 goin 4 some window shoppin at ikea.


ya 2 flowers and a dung lol. After tat went home 2 prepare 4 nite cycling at east coast. Wa i tell u 966 is one of e longest journey bus i ever take in my whole life. took me 1&1/2hrs 2 reach ECP. wel e whole cycling trip was quite a tiring one but it was realli fun, total there were eleven of us. n a realli big thank you 2 our conducting officer, jianming, for his comprehensive preparation of the trip. in fact its e first time i ever go 4 a cycling trip with a poncho n a well organised map given. in fact we were realli veri fast n efficient. we cover a total distance of 46KM in a duration of less than 5 hrs i tink. haha bt between 430am to 9am we were trying 2 find any interesting activities 2 do, since we can oni return e rented bikes at 9am. oh ya alex oso took some pics of the beautiful morning sunrise.

From this,











to this,












den this,











finally its up!!











to be continued...

sibei suay!

wel i was suppose 2 hav my physiology and pathology paper on friday mornin, 10am. e previous nite i hav been revisin til late, say ard 4am?? n i realli make an effort in wakin up early at 630 2 revise somemore. n probably its e earliest i ever leave home 4 exam ppr, which is 8.20am. but guess wat, its also e latest i ever reach an exam hall. WTH. Here goes,

6.30am - revision start

8.00am - bath & etc.

8.20am - leave home

8.30am - reach bus stop, start to rain n downpour

8.45am - still waiting for bus no. 855

9.00am - still waiting for 855, argh!!

9.15am - the bus finally arrive, by then the bus stop is so damn crowded

9.25am - decided 2 gif up on bus n alight 2 flag cab at lentor area

9.45am - stil in e jam in lornie rd (seriousli tis jam nv seem 2 end)

10.00am - shit! im stil in e jam!

10.15am - one T-junction towards school

10.20am - stil at the T-junction (guess wat, theres a bus break down at the MIDDLE of e junction)

10.29am - finally reach exam hall (one min from kena dabarred!)

wel, when i finally reach, i was so rush tat 4 e first ten min i sat down there wif a real blank mind. all e stuffs i memorised r somehow temporary deleted frm my harddisk(brain). jialat but gradualli i manage 2 pick up e tempo le, bt it was realli xiong la. luckily e staffs allowed all of us, e latecomers 2 hav an extra 15 mins grace period extension on account of the heavy downpour. so overall i hope i will not do too badly 4 tis ppr ba T.T

Signing off,
L

爱相随

hah ytd went 2 dig on my music file den i found tis song which is one of my fav songs lol. its abit old school though, but a nice song 2 listen 2. 爱相随 wa e video is damn old school too.

别想你忍不住我提醒自己
伤了心有些事也要过去
心很痛痛的不想再做我自己
别回头情己去绿已尽
很想你也不是因为失去你
爱了你用尽我全心全力
一生情只为这一次与你相遇
情难了难再续难再醒
人分飞爱相随
那怕用一生去追
我又怎么能追得回
与你相慰
我为你痴为你累
风雨我都不后悔
我又怎么有路可退
曾经深情你给了谁
我如何面对
人分飞爱相随
那怕用一生去追
我又怎么能追得回
与你相慰
我为你痴为你累
风雨我都不后悔
我又怎么有路可退
曾经深情你给了谁

Exam frenzy!

wow first of all, my mind kinda heavy with after my 13 hrs straight crash course on AQM module ytd. gotta say im seriousli lack of slp, bt tats exam ba, so cant help it. ya i agree, 4 most of my life, i been huggin e buddha leg n manage 2 slip thru. so i pretty lucky i guess lol.

Wel cant believe im actually exactly 1 mth away from my exit from national service le. its been a long, tired, but pleasant at times road so far. wel tats life ba, along the way u tend 2 gain some things n also lose something in the process. wats most impt is tat we learn from e process. i mean tis 2 yrs hav been quite an eye opener for me on different ppl from different wok of life. N im glad 2 say i made more friends than foe(i hope none). Haha oct 25th, u r so near yet so far, gotta say its within touching distance le, hmmm how i miss my pink ic(mind you, it cost 100 bucks 2 remake one, argh!).

wel stil got another physiology ppr on fri, guess its another crash coursing day 4 me tml. i realise im e type of person which my study gene can oni b activated by gd food. so luckily exam is almost over, or else i mite need 2 consider extra gymm sessions.

something i realise, some things wil b urs if its meant to be, just b urself, living each day 2 e fullest. oh ya, work hard, but play harder k lol...

signing out,
L

tic tac dumb

lol recently alot complaints bout certain feature on my blog. i guess without sayin, u guys shud noe wat is it. its e stupid tic tac toe ---------------------------------------------------------->

haha some told me they feel like idiot playin tic tac toe wif themselves. well i oso feel tat too... bt i b waitin 4 more 'idiot' 2 fall 4 it haha.



anyway ytd went 2 watch the movie of the jap version of meteor garden. e movie was all rite, bt i realli din expect 2 go watch e movie haha, luckily its free. ya one pt 2 highlight, e oni part of e movie tat i cant accept is e part where shancai punch e bear. tts totally absurd n hilarious... if u did watch e movie, u shud noe wat i meant haha.

Signing out,
L

~Love~

sometime the person you love most, might not love you the most...

Dogged!!

ok luckily tis incident din happen 2 me, or else i wil turn out 2 b e laughing stock instead, hahaha. it happen 2 one of my camp mates. somemore hes fastin, damn suay sia. 2 of my camp mates, H and Z, were walking towards a truck in camp today. but they realise something was not too right as they approach the vehicle. there were 2 ferocious wild dogs staring at them just beside the truck.

the next thing they noe, they were being chase by the 2 dogs le. they try 2 escape by running into 2 different directions. bt tink Z more suay, both dog went after him. n shortly after tat, he fell n his spec even flew into the drain, disasters after disasters. by then, we already tot he prob get bitten by the dogs le. luckily, theres this truck which happen to pass by came 2 his rescue. the driver horn at the dogs n they ran away.

Poor Z got bruises all over. bt he did get somethin out of tis mishap. 2 days MC... LOL

A new start!!!

lol from today onward, and yes! i mean today, i will be posting nonsensical stuffs n updates on my life in this new formed webpage. but actually there isnt much update yet hahaha...

Gone is the old blog, e old news. now this is my official blog. hope 2 b updating some nonsensical stuffss soon!! lol cya ard.

Oh ya, for those of u who hav seen e michael jackson version of thriller, mayb u will find this video interesting. Thriller!